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It's the sunrise when we were on the flight to Taipei.

Kinda unbelievable that 3 of us didn't sleep for the night and we're actually seeing the rising sun on the plane.

Indeed, we fall asleep once we entered the plane. XD

It's 2.30am now.

I feel so tired but I don't feel like I'm going to bed.

This is why I'm back to blogging.

I thought I will back to this around February. HAHA.

Anyways, the good time is passing with a rocket speed.

Which means I'm going back to the uni life soon, though there is another month to go.

Goodnight! =)

Finally it's the day.

I can't wait for it.

We have anticipated it for too long time~

Yet, it was too long!!

There are a lot of thoughts in my mind.

I wanna let them go, but they are still there.

FML is the only word I can say but I shouldn't go for a trip with a bad(?) mood.

Anyways, I'm coming, Taipei!!

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How creative is the people around the world to create EARPHONES.

I've been so thankful for it today.

I'm hiding myself.

From? Everything.

I pretended not listening to you.

I pretended everything has no relation to me.

I pretended to live in my own world.

It's not like I will be happier with your help.

It's not like I'm nothing without your help.

Take away your egoism, I'm great with it.

I don't need it, and I feel happy and relax.

How do I prove it?

I'm happy without telling anyone of you that I went for HK trip.

Can't you see it?

I feel damn relaxing, and I laughed a lot.

I miss it very much.

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说谎竟是为了让你舒心，这道理我还未参透。

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It's the 3rd post of the month.

I have too many to say but I have no idea for the starting.

The sky isn't full with sunshine all the time.

Same with our life, isn't it?

The moment we are enjoying very much, you might receive a bad news.

*Touch wood* but it's true.

What does this call? Ow~ Reality.

I'm drinking a bottle of Orange Juice, bought by grandma.

But it is too sweet for me.

Hmmm.. Too much sugar, made in Malaysia. =.=

The world never turns for you.

Doesn't mean it turns for money.

It's full of tricks and traps.

It will be yours only when you are complicated enough.

Why am I using the word 'complicated' instead of 'strong'?

Because being strong is a part of it.

Erm~ I don't like this post.

It's too dark, even for me.

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It's not the first time feeling the sadness for these 5 boys.

Always thinking how could they do this to Cassiopeia and divided them into 2 groups too.

I told Ms.YuhMiin this morning, I don't want to think too much of them.

Why? It's tiring.

Seeing the Cassiopeia fighting around, hurting everyone, comparing HoMin and JYJ.

The feeling sucks!

You have no idea how easily my tears can be dropped because of these tweets.

How could you trust that the Thanks to is written by themselves?

I don't believe it until they say the same thing on stage and in front of us. T.T

But I guess I kinda know what's the situation now.

We'll wait and see.

Always keep the faith is not just a joke, people.

You can't deny how huge is the influence of these 5 guys. XD

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Suffered of insomnia last night.

Ar~ It's because of the "Teh Tarik", no worries. =)

Hidden yourself in the darkness, I think of the past, suddenly.

Surprisingly, the memory flows back to few years ago, when I was still the secondary student.

It is not a good memory for me.

I mean the scenes that flooded me last night.

Teared for the night, anger that couldn't explode, and the feeling of not being trusted.

Wow. See, how bad is this feeling.

Luckily, I got it over and I appreciated it very much.

Honestly, I love my uni life more than my secondary school life.

The only thing I appreciated was my friends.

Until now, they are still with me.

How sweet are they? =)

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It's been months from my last post.

I'm kinda lazy and what caused me back to here today?

She is no other than Ms.YingMin.

In a sudden, I feel like to read her blog and I'm surprised that she is continuing with her blogging.

I was "Wow!". HAHA.

It's good actually.

But seriously, I'm surprised for another thing more.

How can her friends can't get to know about your relationship since you blogged every single little details about him! Oh Geez!

Still, it should be congratulated, right?

I'm getting excited for my Taiwan trip.

It's 3 people trip, though.

I miss all of you actually.

Stronger feeling to get together with you all.

But yea, I know it's impossible.

Anyways, HOW'S ABOUT THE BALI TRIP???? XD

I'm having a 3 - month long holiday.

Frankly, it's boring but I feel free.

I'm not the kind of people who like to play around or work hard on everything.

Even though I don't like to live without a goal, but I kinda like the relaxing moments.

Don't press yourself too much while you know you got a harder life after you graduate.

Enjoy the moment as a student.

Meanwhile, 2012 is coming soon too!! (Haha, believe it or not, don't take it serious)

I'm not that busy, actually.

24 hours will be at home, 12 hours will be facing facebook/twitter/kpop news.

Another 12 hours? Sleep. =.=

How boring is my life?

I know but I'm good with it. =)

I can be playful, depends who are you.

I can be a listener, depends who are you.

I can be a persuader, depends who are you.

I can be a chatter, depends who are you.

But I did a psycho test yesterday that Ms.Toh asked me.

What color am I? I chose gray.

The result was shocking me as it's 80% - 100% correct.

But, yea the result is part of me.

However, the result itself, I guess it will only be agreed by me myself. HAHA.

I post it out, and you read it.

Don't get shock, it's me. =)

GRAY: This color in all of it's shades indicates a person who is secretive, protective of the self, and wishes to be left alone. Grays like to fade into the background unseen. They despise being the center of attention and will shrink back when called on in class or if anyone brings attention to them.

A predominately gray aura indicates a loner, not so much out of preference but out of fear. Usually, grays have been so hurt or so disillusioned that they would prefer to be invisible. It's not uncommon for grays to be hermits, or to find one person that they care about to whom they will cling for all of their needs.