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Honestly, I'm enjoying listening to story but not acting as problem solver.

I think I told most of my friends that do not tell me your love problem and seek for my help.

But I guess even I am annoyed, I am still willing to give my advises to them.

And yea, I was like becoming a consultant for love problem.

O-M-G. This is not what I want.

Listening to the story is interesting for the first time, but not the second and third time.

And I had listened for the whole night.

Wow? Yea, it's a little girl seeking for listener and I am always a good listener.

And yet she asked for mine.

Sharp questions, and I answered directly without lying.

There is no point to lie.

But there is a secret that I never tell.

Not now, nor future. XD

I am happy to keep it as my little secret.

It feels good. XD

It feels bad sometimes, but it doesn't really feel anything after years.

I have no idea what am I talking now actually.

I just want to run away from my study.

Which I don't think I can escape from, sadly.

oh yea, I had my hair cut. =D

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It's kinda disappointed that your friends giving out their thought which did not support you and yet they did not offer any idea that might help.

They were just giving out an opinion, like teasing you.

Been busy for few weeks.

Thanks God that midterms are gone, though I don't know the result yet.

But I know I screwed it up.

It's okay, the second chance is always there.

I'm gonna fight for final!

Thanks Irene that cheered me up. XD

It's kinda satisfied when you are busy for the things you like.

I work with a team of friends that.. can I say fighting with me?

Haha. I like this kind of feeling, even we might fail.

I tried so hard, thought it sounds like daydreaming.

But I have nothing if I don't even try for it.

So, I pray, again.

To have the faith in doing this.

Somehow, I saw something through this.

It's just like you found the one who really can work with you.

You have no idea how touching am I when a group of friends are willing to achieve the dream.

It might be all of us are dreaming.

Yea~ It could be, why not?

But, you tell me, who can be successful without dreaming?

At least, I'm not dreaming and ignoring the reality.

I did include all of the problems and the ways to solve.

I did consider anything that I can think of.

This is why I need you guys to remind me that it might be some part that I missed out.

I do not need your discouraging words.

All I need is your idea that could make it perfect.

All I need is your help that could make it easier.

All I need is just your mentally support even you can't help.

And seriously, thanks to the team that work with me for days and nights.

Even we might fail, but we know we tried.

But I'm not gonna stop trying and I will come back with a success.

Pray for me? XD

And lastly, I'm still thanking God, for everything. =)

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I was disappointing on someone today (I mean yesterday), honestly.

I was mad, I can tell.

But I tried to calm myself down, kinda hard but I did.

The night, I expressed my disappointment to my close friends.

I felt better, of course.

And we discussed about main point that lead to this.

I am doing an event.

It's not the time yet to public it but most of my friends knew about it and they are involved in this.

I'm glad and appreciate that they are helping me and supporting me.

Even the event might fail after all, but still, I feel like at least I did this, for once in my life.

At the very first stage, when I was saying that I got this idea, my friends were surprised and yea.. impossible. But non of them refuse to help me in the beginning works.

They are with me from every progress but not the end.

Even though they are busy right now, I understand.

I didn't force them to contribute in this but they are willing to help me.

I don't know how far can the project goes, but I hope it will till the last stage.

A friend of mine from Weibo, China site supports me too.

He/She doesn't even know me.

He/She supports me mentally and encourages me not to give up.

I thought of giving up, why not?

This is not an easy job and it involves a lot but I still wish to do it.

If till the end, I got rejected, I might stop.

But I think I will propose my idea to various companies. LOL

I just want to say, even you can't help me in the very first place but at least tell me that you can contribute some ideas or at least point out my problems.

It was not like killing you and it doesn't take a long time though.

I can't make a perfect things by my own, I need suggestions.

And you end up to be only a part time staff.

You skip all of the progress and offering yourself at the end of the project?

By the way, a big thank to my friend, Roland.

He pointed out some questions that I didn't think of.

Again, it is because of my overconfident.

I should think about the backup plan too. =)